Friday, April 29, 2011

Always

Even though the years have gone by, still missing you, Brenna. Never far from my heart. Your little scar inside my body is your 'place'. I can't come to lay flowers there, I can't sit by that place and cry (not in the way that people 'usually' do, though certainly I've cried endless tears from within) but your birthplace and place of last 'breath', are right here inside me that I will carry forever. No matter if I am clothes-free, no matter where on the planet I am, that little place no one can take away. It's there forever.

Your little scar is right there... next to your siblings little 'mark on the wall' on my insides. Five little 'we were here' scars. Life scars. Full of promise. Of Love. And while your ashes are here at home, I know you're here, somewhere. So much makes me think of you.


I never am far away from you. Ever.
xo Mummy

5 comments:

Peta said...

My heart goes out to you and your family.
We are nearing the first birthday of our precious son who was born sleeping at 19 weeks so I can understand and relate to what you are feeling.

Niki said...

Thinking of little Brenna.
She such apart of your family.
lots of love, Niki

Kristy said...

Peta I am sorry you also know the heartache. Sending thoughts your way as you approach the Anniversary of your Logan James...

Kristy said...

Thank you Niki
xo

Miss Cinders said...

<3 xxx

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